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Organization: National Alliance of Mental Illness (NAMI) of Central Oregon
Organization Description: This organization offers educational classes and events for
those with mental illness and their families. NAMI also promotes a monthly support
group at St. Charles Medical Center.
Project Name: Sol Wachtler Presentation
Project Description: Sol Wachtler is a former New York State Supreme Court Justice
who was diagnosed with bi-polar illness and ended up in jail. He will be addressing the
impacts of the November ballot measures requiring mandatory sentencing on people with
mental illness.
Project Period: Event scheduled for October 1, 2008
Amount of Request: $2,400 ($1,400 for advertising, $600 for pre -event reception and
$400 for hotel and rental car for Judge Wachtler)
Previous Grants: None
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OREGON
National Alliance on Mental Illness
August 1, 2008
NAM! (National Alliance on Mental Illness) Central Oregon"s chapter's mission
statement is: education, advocacy, and support. The organization reaches out to those
afflicted with mental illness and to their family members offering educational classes
and events. NAMI CO also promotes a monthly support group which meets at St.
Charles Hospital which offers support and advocacy. Central Oregon's chapter is
governed by a twelve member Board of Directors.
The mandatory sentencing measures which will appear on our November ballot
(numbers are being applied to these measures today) will greatly impact our jail and
prison system. First time property and drug offenders will be mandated to a prison
term which will cause more prisons to be built and maintained. This will result in more
monies having to be directed to the criminal justice/prison system.
It is our understanding that there is no consideration for treatment programs vs.
incarceration in these measures. It is strictly mandated prison sentences which would
mean funding would go to prisons and jails instead of treatment programs. Mental
health treatment programs have reduced recidivism . These programs have saved the
tax payer great expense from simply warehousing the mentally ill in jails and prisons.
Statistics show over 50% to as high as 75% of the jail and prison population have mental
illness.
Judge Sol Wacthler, a former New York State Supreme Court Justice who fell from grace
due to his bi-polar illness and landed in jail will be addressing these issues in his
presentation on October 1, 2008, 7 p.m. at St. Charles Hospital. Judge Wacthler has
stated he is shocked Oregon has these measures on an upcoming ballot as most states
have done away with mandatory sentencing due to the high cost of these programs not
only to the tax payer, but also to the individuals who suffer from mental illness.
Without treatment it is extremely difficult to return to society and to become a
productive citizen who is not in further need of tax supported programs.
Our request for grant funds is $2400
$1400 will be used for advertising
600 Pre -event reception
400 Hotel and rental car for Judge Wachtler
NAMI CENTRAL OREGON — PO BOX 7462 — BEND, OREGON 97708
(541) 408-7779 - www.namicentraloregon.org
Board of Directors
Deanna Hansen
President
Gary Smith
Vice President
Roger Olson
Past President
Emily Colburn
Secretary
Steve Wel bourn
Treasurer
Eileen White
Support Group Facilitator
Beth Quinn
Catherine Speckmann PhD
Tarina Tonge
Patricia Von R iedl
Lillah McBride
Jim Link
My bio:
SOL WACHTLER served as a Justice of the New York Supreme Court (1968-1972) and Judge of New York's highest
court, The New York Court Of Appeals (1973-1992). In 1985 he was appointed Chief Judge of that court and Chief Judge
of the State of New York. He was Chairman of the National State/Federal Judicial Council. An honor graduate of
Washington and Lee University and its law school, he has been awarded thirteen honorary Doctor of Law Degrees and
has been a scholar in residence at several law schools as well as lecturer abroad on behalf of the United States Information
Service. He authored the book After the Madness (Random House), co-authored the novel: Blood Brothers (New
Millennium) and was a critic at large for New Yorker magazine. He recently authored a section in the book: Serving
Mentally 111 Offenders(Springer). In 2002 he was presented with the President's Award by the Mental Health Association
of New York and the 25th Anniversary Award from the Coalition of Mental Health Associations of the City of New York.
Last year he was presented with an Achievement Award by National Alliance of the Mentally Ill (NAMI) and the
Clubhouse of Suffolk County's Mental illness Awareness Award. He is presently the Chairman of the Board of the Law
and Psychiatry Institute of the North Shore- Long Island Jewish Health System and a Life Trustee of that Health System.
He is a contributor and member of the Advisory Board of the Community Health Report (Civic Research Institute New
York Universtiy) and is currently a Professor of Law at Touro Law School and a member of its Board of Governors.
I do hope we can arrange for a mutually agreeable date in October and I look forward to seeing you at
that time.
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National Alliance on Mental Illness
CENTRAL
OREGON
AN EVENING
WITH A SUPREME COURT JUSTICE WHO FELL FROM GRACE
INTO PRISON
NAMI (National Alliance on Mental Illness) Central Oregon Chapter invites you to become a partner in bringing
an outstanding speaker to Bend on October 1, 2008. Judge Sol Wachtler, a former New York Supreme Court Justice
will be addressing the shortcomings of the judicial and penal systems for people with mental illness and drug and
alcohol related crimes. Judge Wachtler tells it like it is from his own personal experience in prison.
This presentation is especially pertinent at this time with the mandatory prison sentencing measures which will
appear for vote on Oregon's November ballot. These measures will enforce prison sentences for those with mental
illness and drug and alcohol addiction who are first time offenders instead of offering them treatment. If either of
the measures passes, it will result in more tax dollars being spent on prisons instead of treatment programs.
Judge Wachtler was the rising star of New York State's Republican Party. By the mid 1980's he held the state's
highest judicial position, Chief Judge of the Court of Appeals. Wachtler had his eye on the New York governor's
mansion and it appeared he was very likely to win this race.
However as it turned out, he never had a chance to run. On November 7, 1992, the FBI arrested Wachtler and
charged him with extorting money from his ex -mistress. Wachtler pleaded guilty to threatening to kidnap the
woman's daughter and was disbarred. He spent 13 months in a federal prison which was not a white collar country
club prison. During imprisonment, he was placed in solitary confinement. At the time of his arrest, he was
diagnosed with bipolar disorder which was heightened by his self medication, antidepressants and stimulants.
Now sixteen years later, Wachtler has emerged from the hell imposed by this illness to become an advocate for
mental health reform. Frustrated by the disconnect between the legal and mental health professions, he founded an
organization that is dedicated to helping experts in both arenas find common ground. "The law has always been
concerned with who did it and psychiatrists are concerned with why they did it, he explains. What we're trying to
do is have an understanding between the disciplines. He founded the Law and Psychiatry Institute. Its mission is
to educate the judiciary about mental health disorders. It's staff works with the courts in rendering objective
evaluations and treatment for defendants with mental illness and also offers training seminars in clinical forensic
mental health issues for lawyers and judges.
Wachtler's dedication to these issues can be traced back to the highest and lowest points of his life: his years on
the bench and his months behind bars. Please join us in bringing this dynamic speaker to Central Oregon. We
have a great opportunity to make a difference in the way mental illness drug and alcohol related crimes are viewed
in the criminal justice system.
St. Charles Behavioral Health Center is sponsoring the room for the event which will be held at the hospital's
Wellness Center. Could you join us with sponsorship in the form of endorsement and dollars for the event and
advertising? We would like to carry the Judge's message to not only the criminal justice system, but also to the
public that if mental illness and imprisonment could happen to him, it could happen to anyone.
In 2002 Jude Wachtler was awarded the President's Award by the Mental Health Association of New York
NAMI CENTRAL OREGON — PO BOX 7462 — BEND, OREGON 97708
(541) 408-7779 - www.namicentraloregon.org
Board of Directors
Deanna Hansen
President
Gary Smith
Vice President
Roger Olson
Past President
Emily Colburn
Secretary
Steve We !bourn
Treasurer
Eileen White
Support Group Facilitator
Beth Quinn
Catherine Speckmann Phl
Taring Tonge
Patricia Von R .edl
Lillah McBrid,
Jim Link
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rll
here was a time when Sol
Wachtler seemed unstop-
pable. Over the course of two
decades the rising star of New
York's Republican party had
vaulted himself from Long
Island town councilman to State Supreme
Court judge. By Ibe mid-1980s he held the
state's highest judicial position, chief
judge of the Court of Appeals.
Yet even this—leading
one of the largest court
systems in the Western
hemisphere—looked like
a career prelude for the
eloquent and insightful
jurist. Indeed, Wachtler
had his eye on the gover-
nor's mansion. And
many political insiders
figured it was his race
to lose.
As it turned out, he
never had a chance to
run. On November 7,
1992, the FBI arrested
Wachtler and charged
him with extorting
money from his ex -mis-
tress. As the media later
reported, the yearlong
scheme involved dis-
guises, lurid phone calls
and letters, and implied
threats of kidnapping.
Fifteen years later, Wachtler has
emerged from that hell by taking a high-
profile road to redemption. The man
once touted to be the nation's first Jewish
president has transformed himself into
one of its most visible mental health advo-
cates. Although he still finds it mortifying
to discuss that chapter of his life, he does
so frequently, speaking without fee to
mental health groups around the country.
he
o.
pial
about it," he says. "And I find it difficult
to speak about it—terribly difficult. And
embarrassing."
And still, this is the path Wachtler
has chosen. Each time he steps up to the
podium it means dredging up his spectac-
ular freefall. Why does he put himself
through it?
"When 1 left prison I had a choice
to go to New Mexico and live a quiet
and restful life or
to WI' to 1101 only
make amends for
what I had done
to the lives of other
people, but to redeem
something of a repu-
tation," says Wach tier,
who regained his law
license last fall.
"One of the ways
of doing that is a ging
to help people who
have gone through,
or are going through,
what 1 went through.
I'm saying to the pub-
lic, if it could Napper
to me, it could happnl
to anyone.''
Jurist Sol Wachtler's long roa
by Nicole Peradotto
Wachtler later pleaded
guilty to threatening to kidnap the
woman's daughter, was disbarred,
and spent 13 months in a federal prison.
At the time of his arrest, psychiatrists
diagnosed him with bipolar disorder,
his condition exacerbated by a toxic
combination of prescription sleep aids,
antidepressants, and stimulants.
"You'd be hard-pressed to find a story
of anyone who was as high as I was and
who was as low as I got. Trying to come
back from that has been hell," Wachtler
says during a phone interview with bp
Magazine. "There's an expression: 'One
door closes and another opens.' But it's
hell in the hallway."
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As he puts it: "There are many things
you can do in your lifetime that you feel
like boasting about, but never being in
prison."
Taking a stand
When Wachtler stands before an audi-
ence, he uses his platform—and his
story—to address the shortcomings of the
judicial and penal system for people with
mental illness. Although his marriage
weathered the scandal, Joan, his wife of 55
years, rarely accompanies him on speaking
engagements. "She can't stand hearing
d back
'fachtler's com-
mitment to mental
health reform isn't
limited 10 words.
A decade ago, frus-
trated by the discon-
nect between the legal and mental heal['
professions, he founded an organization
that is dedicated to helping experts in
both arenas find common ground.
"The law has always been concerned
with who did it and psychiatrists are
concerned with why did he do it," he
explains. "\'1'hat we're trying to do
is have an understanding between the
disciplines."
To that end, the Law and Psychiatry
Institute (LPI), which is part of the Nort
Shore -Long Island Jewish Health System
produced a trainirrg film for New York C
police officers on the apprehension of
Opposite Page: Sol Wachtler relaxes at his home in Greenbush, NY, Al
a staggering fall from grace, the former chief judge of the New York StN
Court of Appeals has reemerged as an outspoken mental health advoc
t.
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Above: The Wachtler clan in 1965. From left to right are Marjorie, Joan, Philip, Lauren, Sol, and Alison. Right: Wachtler lost a tight race for Nassau County
executive in 1967 but gained a valuable ally in Nelson Rockefeller, then governor of New York. Below: Wachtler swears in as Court of Appeals judge in 1973
as Rockefeller (center) looks on. Eleven years later, Wachtler would be appointed to serve as chief judge of the court.
suspects with mental illness. It launched
a pilot program for the Nassau County
Police Department in which social workers
accompanied police on domestic violence
calls so they could care for the children.
Since part of the institute's mandate is
to educate the judiciary shout mental
health disorders, its staff works with
the courts in rendering objective eval-
uations and treatment for defendants
with ntcnutl illness. It also offers train-
ing seminars in clinical forensic men-
tal health issrtes for lawyers and judges.
Like so match of his advocacy,
Wachtler's dedication to these issues
can be traced back to the highest and
lowest points of his life: his years on the
bench and his months behind bars.
"I remember when 1 was sen-
tenced, the judge said: 'There's no
question that there's mental illness
here. But 1 can't understand how any-
one could be so mentally ill and still go
to work,'" Wachtler recalls. "Judges
shouldn't he that ignorant, but many don't
know the difference between schizophrenia
and a hangnail. So they have to be taught to
know what they're dealing with and what
they're looking at."
"Through the LPI, Wachtler is trying to
launch vet another ambitious project: a cen-
mil mental health court where defendants
could be evaluated, adjudicated, and appro-
priately sentenced and treated.
"We don't think in terms of flying to
cure these people, so we put then in
prison," he says. "Nowhere do they talk
Fear of stigma
There are several reasons why liVach1ler
himself didn't get help, even as his erratic
behavior turned criminal. Before his
arrest, his depression was so pr0ncntncecl
that he would hole up in .t hotel
room for clays at ;t Link, spending
his entire stay sleeping (31 crying
\When his wife, tt clinicalsocial
worker, pleaded with him to flet
a psvchialrist, he refused
Wachtler knew vyh;tt nt1(1
happen if the media got ,incl of
it. He'd seen others' politic ill dreams
derailed once their illness was
made public. There was Thomas
Eagleton, for instance, the 197'2
Democratic vice presidential can-
didate who was removed from the
ticket after revelations of mental
illness and electroshock therapy.
To a would -he governor, hen, the
stigma of a disorder was more pc t ifying
than the prospect of a diagnosis.
"It's that same stigma that kee: is so nruli
people Iron seeking help," \\:ie ider says
"It causes it stereotyping of prop e with
psychiatric disahiliu that keeps t s from
recognizing the fact that (here i, t r,unu iu.
So they keep everything hidden.: lid they
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about treatment. That's what we try to do
through the mental health courts. It's treat-
ing then instead of making them more
dysfunctional by incarcerating them.
"I'm not saying let mentally ill people go
free if they've committed a trine. But they
should be put in treatment so when they do
get out they won't commit another crime."
eer s are destroyed, and
desu-oyed."
Ah Wachtler wasn't diagnosed
')ar disorder until his arrest at 62, iells having bipolar's trademark high
for at least four decades prior. At
time, he was a newlywed, a thriving -law
Indent, and president of the student bar
ssociation at Washington and Lee University
1 Lexington, Virginia. '
"It's a strange thing, but 1
idn't consider it a burden
•r a had thing," he recalls.
I was able to work with
normous energy. I needed
ery little sleep when I was in my
nanic state, and the depressions
'eren't that severe.
'The swings weren't exacer
ated until 1 reached my early
(k. They were more pronounced,
ut even then very manageable.
was able to manage until 1
arted to self -medicate. Then
went way off the charts."
Leading up to his arrest,
rachtler's capacity had been
rbstantially diminished by
is unrestricted use of four pre-
:ription drugs, all of which list
Tania or mood swings as possi-
le side effects. In the Wachtler
bgraphy King of the Mountain
'ronretheus Books, 1998),
Athol- John M. Caher notes
rat he took more than 1,000
:bless of a prescription stimu-
ntover a 16 -month period to
leviate his depression. In the
ght months before his an -est,
had taken 200 plus doses of
sleep aid recommended only
•r short-term use—a week to 10 days,
,r example.
'The more of these [pills] I took, the
irse things became. And the speeches I
.ade then were hizan-e in many ways,"
'achtler notes. On the way to one such talk
decided that the schoolteachers he was
address knew enough about the topic he
is slated to lecture on—the U.S. Constitu-
nr. Instead, he stood before them and
mbled on about an arcane tort doctrine.
"Alter [ gave my speech, my chief
iminisuator said, 'What the hell was that
about? First, you were supposed to talk
about the Constitution. Second, you were
talking so fast.'
"And I said, 'No, you were listening too
slowly.'"
At the time he started to abuse the med-
ication, Wachtler was facing crises at every
turn. His marriage was languishing. Severe
headaches had him convinced he had a ter-
minal brain tumor. He was engaged in a
narcissism, the belief—and I guess my
illness was contributing to this—that
could do anything, 1 could be anything.
Now I realize that I'm filled with all the
weakness that brings out all the doubts
that beset everyone. I'm not nearly as
good as I thought I was."
There are those who would disagree.
Among them is Charles J. Hynes, district
attorney of Kings County in Brooklyn, site
of the state's first mental health
court. According to Hynes;
Wachtler's work on behalf of
people with mental illness may
even eclipse his judicial career—
a career characterized by ground-
breaking decisions that led to the
broadening of protections for
women, people with disabilities,
and racial minorities.
"He's been really indefatigable
with this issue of mental health,"
says Hynes, who has known
Wachtler for more than three
decades. "Having suffered from his
own condition he's in a much Net-
ter position than those who have
not been ill to address these issues.
People sit up and take notice when
someone with his stature is willing
to talk about it.
"He was an absolutely brilliant
and progressive judge %vho wrote
extensively on civil rights, and his
opinions are ver' well-written,•.
Hynes adds. "But at the end of
the day, 1 think he would opt for
the legacy he's established on
behalf of people victimized by
mental illness."
Ienhis morning I was awak-
ed by an overpowering
stench. The stainless steel
seatless toilet in the corner of
my cell, which is equipped with
an extraordinarily powerful
flushing device, has backed up.
Raw sewerage gushes from the
other cells into mine. "Dante-
esque" is the only word that comes
to mind as I raise my feet and sit
on my metal slab bed. I have been
in prison for only two days and
I cannot endure it.
—From Sol Wachtler's After the Madness
nasty lawsuit with then -New York Governor
Mario Cuomo over the state's court budget.
Disconsolate over the end of his affair with
a New York socialite, he concocted an
elaborate plot to lure her hack.
"I don't blame my actions on my mental
illness," Wachtler says. "I blame my actions
on the fact that I was too driven in my pro-
fession to seek help. As a result, I not only
destroyed my career, but I hurt a lot of very
innocent people.
"One of the reasons for my downfall was
The next chapter
After his release from jail, Wachtler wrote
a prison memoir titled After the Madness
(Random House, 1997). Included in the
book are passages from the journal he
maintained during his 30 days in solitary
confinement. After another inmate
stabbed him in the hack, guards kept
him in seclusion for his safety.
"I pleaded with the guards for some-
thing to write with, and they gave me a I /-
inch pencil stub," Wachtler recalls. "If I
by hope&hermonv
acini been able to write clown what was
happening to me—all those thoughts that
were going on in my mind—I wouldn't have
remembered a day of it. Day and night
merge, and it's just. awful. I tell you, if you
are not mentally 111 wku )'oti go in you will
become mentally ill."
Since then, Wachtler has pressed for
legislation that would ban the practice of
placing prisoners with mental illness in
solitary confinement. Although illegal in
some states, it's still permitted in New York.
"If not for the sake of the inmate, for
our sake—for bringing ourselves a notch
up in civilization—we should not he putting
the mentally ill in solitary confinement,"
he says. "That's a terrible thing to clo_
Even Texas, which is not a model of penal
reform, won't put a mentally ill person in
the hole."
Besides tirelessly advocating for mental
health reforms, Wachtler teaches a popular
class on the First Amendment at Long
Island's Touro 1<tw Center and is founder
and chief executive of CADRE, an alterna-
tive dispute resolution firm.
What's more, he's realizing his dream of
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e don't think in terms of trying to cure
these people, so we put them in prison.
Nowhere do they talk about treatment. That s
what we try to do through the mental health
courts. It's treating them instead of making
them more dysfunctional by incarcerating them."
practicing law again: fourteen years after he
was stripped of his law license, Wachtler
learned in October that he was reinstated to
practice law in New York. At 77, he intends
to work pro hono, representing mentally ill
clients in the context of pending lawsuits.
Asked if he lives with regret, Wachtler
pauses before acknowledging that it's a fact
of his life. "I often feel that I would like to
have done many things that I will never he
able to do. I've learned so much about the
frailty of the human condition, about peo-
ple and their weaknesses and strengths, that
1 could he a much better judge than 1 ever
was. But i will never have that opportunity."
No doubt, Wachtler's regrets—as well as
his revived legal career—will figure in his
new hook, a sequel to After er the ;Wad neo that
he doesn't figure will he clone before 2009.
The updated memoir will detail his
comeback from disgrace: his effort; to re-
deem his reputation, to return to a normal,
productive file and—inasmuch as itis possi-
ble ti>r a man who regularly revisits his
ghosts—to put the past behind hint.
He's already chosen the title: 1-Ir/I in
the Hallway. )
Nicole Ptrrulolto is Me rnamIgiu'rdilor nrul a rnrrhibu-
lot' for bp Magazine and (dito, 0] 11)1 rum,0,voly and
drpreAsion rungs:int. csperanza.
Wachtler's wellness tips
• Find a good psychiatrist.
"The first time I met mine
was the day of my arrest, when
I was taken to a mental unit
in the hospital literally in
chains. I have been with him
ever since."
• Stay on your medication.
"There are times when I feel
I don't want to be captive to
pills, and there are times,
quite frankly, when I miss
the euphoria. But I take my
medication religiously."
• Don't succumb to lethargy.
"Whenever 1 feel lethargic, 1 force
myself to exercise -1 walk an awful
lot—or write."
• Find strength in your family.
"I have four children and eight
grandchildren, and they're just
fabulous. Before my oldest grand-
son started college last fall, I sat
him down and told him the whole
story. He was very indifferent. I
don't think he can cast nie in that
role. To him, I'm Grandpa, and
that's someone else. And that's
fine by me."